Fleeting

Moments
That's all they are
Fleeting and brief
Temporal
Happiness never to last
Feeling you brush against me
In my mind
Never too close
Never too far
My heart is broken
The pain is here to stay
Making its home in my heart
The stabbing
The heaviness
Crushing the resolve I have left
Bit by bit
Losing to this eternal darkness
That is growing from within
"Useless
Empty
Small
Unimportant"
The words echo within my empty heart
Moments of nothing
Bursts of pain
Pounding
Rushing
Blinding
Nothing worth this
"You are a burden..."
Whispers in my mind
Lies and truth
Mingling into my realities
Creating a never ending pit
Spiraling
Falling
Never landing
Wanting the end